V
I entered His church door,
nature leading me
In youth I looked to these
very skies,
and probing their
immensities ,
I found God there, His
visible power;
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My soul brought all to a
single test
That He the Eternal First
and Last,
Who, in His power, had so
surpassed
All man conceives of what is
might,
Whose wisdom, too, showed
infinite,
Would prove as infinitely
good;
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And I shall behold Thee,
face to face,
O God, and in Thy light
retrace
How in all I loved Thee,
still wast Thou!
Whom pressing to, then, as I
fain would now,
I shall find as able to
satiate
The love, Thy gift, as my
spirit=s wonder
Thou art able to quicken and
sublimate,
With this sky of Thine, that
I now walk under,
And glory in Thee for, as I
gaze
Thus, thus! Oh, let men keep their ways
Of seeking Thee in a narrow
shrine --
Be this my way! And this mine!
BROWNING
VII
His power, didst hear me
place His love,
And that was leaving the
world for Thee.
Therefore Thou must not turn
from me
As I had chosen the other
part!
Folly and pride oercame my
heart.
Our best is bad, nor bear
Thy test;
Still, it should be our very
best.
I thought it best that Thou,
the spirit,
Be worshiped in spirit and
in truth,
And in beauty, as even we
require it---
Not in the forms burlesque,
uncouth,
I left but now, as scarcely
fitted
For Thee: I knew not what I
pitied.
Bu, all I felt there, right
or wrong,
What is it to Thee, who
curest sinning?
Am I not weak as Thou art
strong?
I have looked to Thee from
the beginning,
Straight up to Thee through
all the world
Which, like an idle scroll,
lay furled
To nothingness on either
side:
And since the time Thou wast
descried,
Spite of the weak heart, so
have I
Lived ever, and so fain
would die,
Living and dying, Thee
before!
Bu if Thou leavest me-----
BROWNING
Of endless life, when he who
trod,
Very man and very God,
This earth is weakness,
shame and pain,
Dying the death whose signs
remain
Up yonder on the accursed
tree, --
Shall come again, no more to
be
Of captivity the thrall,
But the one God, All in all,
King of Kings, Lords of
lords,
As His servant John received
the words,
AI died, and live for
evermore!
XVI
So what is left for us,
save, in growth
Of soul, to rise up, for the
past both,
From the gift looking to the
giver,
And from the cistern to the
river,
And from the finite to
infinity,
And from man=s dust to God=s
divinity?
BROWNING
XVII
Why need we prove would
avail no jot
To make Him God, if God he
were not?
(Browning, 1912, 11-42)
From Easter Day
A Christian! Hard for you
and me,
--Not the mere task of
making real
That duty up to its ideal,
Effecting thus, complete and
whole,
A purpose of the human soul
--
For that is always hard to
do;
But hard, I mean, for me and
you
To realize it, more or less,
With even the moderate
success
Which commonly repays our
strife
To carry out the aims of
life.
(Ibid., 44)
BROWNING
Or grant what shall seem
heaven almost!
Let me not know that all is
lost,
Though lost it be -- leaves
me not tied
To this despair, this
corpse-like bride!
Let that old life seem mine
-- no more--
With limitation as before,
With darkness, hunger, toil,
distress:
Be all the earth a
wilderness!
Only let me go on, go on,
Still hoping ever and anon
To reach one eve the Better
land!
(Ibid., 74)